Maybe making a goal should be my goal for last month. Har har. I have definitely been absent from setting goals in the wake of the monstrous tsunami that has been my life and emotional state since May. Sometimes you’ll be going through life, making goals, working hard and then it all changes and you can’t make it to the gym and you can’t save money and pay off debt. Sometimes our lives change so much that we have to focus on really small goals to even just move about. Sometimes a realistic goal is just to get out of bed. That has definitely been me the past few months, but I am glad to report that I am starting to feel more and more like myself again.
So for this month, I really want to focus on something that will give me some stability. I want to rethink my morning routine and transform it into a time of day where I can find myself, find strength, establish peace and quiet my busy mind. If you know me well, then one of the things you probably know about me is that I am grumpy as fux in the morning. I’m just not happy when I wake up, idk why. Getting out of bed is more like a process than a verb and I typically wake up at the last moment, throw on clothes, feed my dog and jet out of the house, only to be about 15 minutes late for work.
Some specific things I want to work on are:
– waking up earlier so I have more time in the AM
– cleaning up my living space
– moving my body
– spending quality time with my pup
– clearing my mind